It seems like everything I try I fail at. I am not sure anymore what it is exactly what I suppose to do. Every time I try to make a positive move mountains just seem to grow in front of me. I miss my kids and haven't heard from them in quite some time. I found out I have a grandson I cant see. It tears me apart. I am scared I will never see them again or that they hate me. I didn't do anything wrong will they ever understand. lord this black cloud has been hovering over me for years now. please take it away and let the sun shine thru again. take this depression and the ill thoughts running thru my head away. In your heavenly name I pray Amen