Good day!

Right now, I am so confused. I've been praying for something big (I guess...) since October 2010, and until last month, I don't have a clear answer from Jesus Christ. My life got miserable while I was waiting for His answer. In the second half of 2011, I fell in love with a lady while I was training for the "big thing". But she broke up with me 1 week before Christmas. 2 days before my supposed-to-be day of challenge and I got sick not because of depression, but because of an illness... So, I did not left my house for the challenge.
In 2012, Summer, I was planning to do the challenge. But I don't have enough money and my parents are forcing me to live with them in the capital city, so I backed out. In July, my parents forced me to sell my bike. So, my chance to do the challenge got slashed. In Autumn, I got terminated from practicum maybe because I requested the HR Manager of a famous hotel here in my country to change my day of rest into Sunday. I don't know if she has an issue with religious people... That made my parents so mad that I can't do what I want. Even my spiritual life got criticized by my dad (they're not Christians). Then, my girlfriend (not the previous one) broke up with me 1 month before Christmas because she believed her friends more than me, though they obviously lied to her. On Christmas week, I don't have sufficient money to buy a new bike for the challenge. So, I ended up on my room lying down with eyes half opened...
In the Summer of 2013, I was doing my practicum in a famous city in my province when I thought that I was seeing a ray of hope to enter the challenge, but I was wrong. I haven't bought a road bike for the same reason as last year's Christmas. So, I almost gave up, and "gambled" through the rest of the year and up to this month (October 2014). I entered other opportunities to gain money, but I was unsuccessful.
BUT, a week ago, the looong wait was over. Jesus Christ gave me the chance to get a bike for the challenge, and I rode it home from the young man who sold his bike to me.

Now, my problem is this;

How do I know if I am on the right track? I am praying everyday and every night just to feel Jesus Christ's answer, but it's so vague to me.

Please, help me pray to figure it out so that we can re-introduce Jesus Christ to the people. They have forgotten Him because of their jobs and hobbies, and that made their lives miserable, for crying out loud...

Please, someone help me pray and I'll pray for you. Let's pray for each other and call on Jesus Christ to make the answers as clear as spring water.
AMEN!