I am feeling very battered as my children fight and behave badly toward one another and take it out on me. They have all walked away from the Lord and their lives are a huge mess. My son has lost his job at Christmas and I am worried he will do as his father did and committ suicide, my eldest daughter is in a violent relationship and her children witness this. I am so grateful to the Father for giving me a job after 6 months but deisre to see my children acknowledge God in His Sovereignty and might. It breaks my heart to see them this way. Why is it easier to trust God for other people and yet I struggle for my children and grandchildren. He healed me twice from cancer because I believed, He has given me a job in the nick of time now all I ask is for peace in my family. Please Father I beg of you for this, peace and joy at Christmas.