Hey... I have not been on this page in sooo long. For the last couple of years i found myself really busy. I have been caught up with school, work, social activities and lots of other stuff i could get my hands on. I didnt realize it until now. Now that school is over and i really decided to seek a closer relationship with God that i have been running from God, running from my situations, running from my past, running from everything i just did not want to face at the time........ I ran. By running i kept myself busy for 3 whole years without realizing it. These last three years seemed like the longest to me. They were just stressful, trial bound and painful but i made it through by the grace of God and now i am back at square one finding myself back where i left off before i started to run. To be honest I dont know how to even begin to face these situations that i assumingly thought that i had dealt with. I need prayer for spiritual strength and encouragement. I need to find myself where I belong that is in God's presence. Please pray that I would place myself in God's presence everyday, it just seems like the hardest thing to do right now. Pray against distractions of every kind. Thank you so much, God bless.