I need some prayers, I'm in such a mess, all of which is of my own doing, I have no one to blame but myself, I am trying to make it right..I have fallen so short of God's grace and his hopes and expectations for me, and I am so sorry..I'm sure he is disappointed in me. I feel worthless and hopeless, and I wonder how he could forgive me and my sins and shortcomings. It weighs on my heart and I worry all the time. I can't talk to anyone about it..except God, which I have..he knows everything, my regret and repentance, but if it were known would hurt a lot of people...and shake their faith in me as a person and a Christian. I am doing the best I can. I keep it inside and hidden..I know I am a sinner and a lot of times take the easiest way out and it's not always the wisest. I can only hope for his forgiveness and mercy all I have is my faith to keep me going sometimes...and it's enough..all I need. It just sometimes doubt takes over and Satan can creep in. Please pray for me for forgiveness and to learn from my mistakes and shortcomings, and to be strong and follow the right path..thankyou