Lately I've been losing my balance; I've been very distracted of all the things mixed up in my life. Stress. Exhaustion. Broken heart. It's just too much to take in and everything seems very heavy in my chest. Everything's just mixed up. I'm getting tired of this, but still, I don't want to give up. I just need to be strong--stronger than I've ever been. I need to face an everyday heartbreak when I'm in school because of that someone I cannot ever forget, but then I need not to show it to others. I am also facing a lot of stress in my studying, also at home. Stress is slowly consuming my being and I know I need to fight this. No matter how hard it is, I still have faith and hope that everything will fall down to right places...in God's time. But for now, I pray, harder, for strength...that I could pass all of these challenges I'm faced to. I know that He's in control of everything, and He knows better than me in my life. Strength... Strength is what I need most now. Strength to endure the pain. Strength to fight the evil inside me---hatred. Strength to be able to get through these. I'm not praying for an easy life, I'm praying for strength to face a difficult one. Lord, I'm praying for strength...