Im ...trying so hard to have faith....to trust You....I feel different this time and that is nice...but Im still struggling...Im frustrated and scared and upset about health issues and financial issues....my own and others...I want us to be protected from the devil etc, to be healed, to be guided and strengthened in holiness, to have the healings be physical and emotional, and relationships etc. for the unborn, the dying, the Holy Souls, the conversion of sinners, the consecration of Russia, love for life and You, respect for you and the church, for the holy father, for blessings and graces for all.....oh God....please have that unfathomable mercy and grant my intentions...those stated and those in my heart..I need You, want You, and I can't bear this stuff...and I don't want my loved ones and others to suffer and bear it all either...and I feel so selfish right now because my issues are on the forefront of my mind..I just want us okay..better than okay..please ..just please Abba