So many times in life I have risen above enormous difficulties and I am greatful because I know I was not alone. Today I know I need to heal from this last bout of extreme heartache and challenge. (son) break down (daughter) cancer but I can't seem to get out the other side of this one. In the last few years I have hardly laughed or smiled (need a break) but I know I will get through. I just feel altered in my soul and I want/need me back. Thanks for listening <3