Dear lord, something is wrong with my dog. He's just 7 years old and my wish for him is to stay healthy. He's suffering from his heart condition and the only thing I can do for him is to bring him to the vet. Those countless visits are taking up my savings. And it's still not enough to save him. Today I don't know what happened but he suddenly Yelp and he seems to be in a lot of pain. The vet he frequents was not opened as its a public holiday. So I've to wait till tomorrow. I hope his pain will somehow subsides through the night even though I'm bringing him to the vet tomorrow. I'm kind of worried for the cost too because I do not have a lot of my savings left.
Yes, My finances are draining out. The burdens on my shoulder is taking its toll on me. I feel like its suffocating me inside out. I don't ask for more, I'm just hoping you show me the way out because right now I'm not capable of overcoming the obstacles in front of me. I'm scared and I'm tired. I don't know what does the future holds anymore.
I'm still renting a room with my grandma and nothing has changed. Oh yes I brought my first dog here with me after pleading the landlord. But still, nothing has changed. My determination to move out has not once wavered. But I do not have the enough money to move. On another note, studies are driving me mad too. Sometimes I wonder, why do people like me even continue to live. But I'm living, for my grandma and my dogs. I don't know how Long more it takes for me to finally break though. I hope that day will never arrive but I doubt it.
Until that day, I'm still going to be a fighter. But I will need to lend your strength to carry on, at least make it last till that very day. Amen.