LORD YOU CAN SEE HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO TAKE CARE OF MOM..BUT I NEVER GIVE UP ON HER FOR 10 YEARS ALREADY.. @92 I AM PRAYING TO YOU TO GIVE HER REST. I DO NOT WANT TO SEE HER IN PAIN, MUCH MORE FELL DOWN ON THE FLOOR WHEN SHE THOUGHT SHE CAN STILL DO IT ON HER OWN. 48HRS I NEVER HAVE A NORMAL SLEEP, AND I DO NOT WANT TO GET SICK TOO OR ELSE NOBODY WILL TAKE CARE OF HER. PLEASE GOD I HOPE IT IS NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK, IF IT IS HER TIME TO BE WITH YOU, PLEASE TAKE HER WHILE ASLEEP. PLEASE MAKE IT EASY FOR HER TO LIVE US, THE WORLD. FORGIVE ME LORD IF SOMETIMES I LOST MY PATIENCE, I AM TRYING MY VERY BEST TO ADJUST TO THE SITUATION. BUT MAYBE BECAUSE I NEVER HAD SOMEONE TO RELIEVE ME, STRESS AND LOST OF CONTROL TO MY EMOTIONS SOMETIMES GET INTO MY HEAD...PLEASE FORGIVE ME LORD. I LOVE MY MOM..BUT AGAIN I AM SURRENDERING HER TO YOU NOW. TAKE HER WITH YOU WHILE SHE IS A BIT HEALTHY. SAVE HER FROM ANY KIND OF ILLNESS UNTIL HER LAST BREATH...THANK YOU LORD FOR UNDERSTANDING, FOR HELPING ME ALL THESE YEARS, FOR GIVING ME ENOUGH STRENGTH EVERYDAY, EVERY NIGHT SO I COULD PERFORM MY DUTIES TO MOM. I SURRENDER TO YOU MYSELF TOO LORD...THY WILL BE DONE...amen