I am so upset with myself. I have recently done some investments and managed to have winnings yesterday. But I ended losing all my winnings and including some more of my money due to a mistake I have done and due to my greed to try to earn it back. Though I am very disappointed in myself but at the same time I slight relief that I am back to reality. I really pray I am able to earn the money I have lost and able to give back more to society and to those who are in need.