Hi! My name is Sheila. I am 54 years old... Single and no children. I made that decision as a little girl. Im a social person but at same time Im a loner and always have been. My lil toddler years wasn't that great... My dad was a very abusive man. My mom had to make me play with other children.. I was happy in my on little world! Lol Anyway I was saved by Jesus when I was 10. I am a Christian ... Of course I strayed in my younger years but I always ask God to never leave me and He didn't . Thank God I was born in a family that loved God...My mamaw and my mama! Well I was caregiver for my mom for 5 years... She suffered severely from Copd and cancer survivor three times.. My mamaw died in 2008, my stepdad in 2009 and my mom in 2014. I helped with all of them but now their gone. I have never left Jesus in my later years... I found a church by house ( Cowboy Church ) and was rebaptized in 2015. I am on a disability and a lot of times lately I haven't went to church but I still read and study Gods word.. Always have and need to do it more! My life is hard but I know Im still so blessed by God! Im losing loved ones everyday it seems like... I moved here to take care of my mom and now Im stuck ... with rental property next door... Like 40 ft away and then across road from me is troublesome neighbors! Landlord doesn't like me and don't care who she rents too! Anyway I like it here all but the neighbors and this is supposed to be in the country! Lol My best friends passed away in 2013 and 2015. My two brothers are in bad health cuz of those stupid CIGARRETES ! Don't know how long they will be here either... They can't breath along with other problems. Anyway my devotional from Gods Message talked about doubt and taking that next step... Will y'all pray for me to know which way to step... Once I get where God wants me I know my life will change for better! Im a happy but kinda disgruntled person right now but I am good person who tries to stay positive... I just can't get outta this rut! My house needs work and all... I am a miss Jack of all trades... Lol but I lack the money to fix my house.. Plus the illnesses I have get in the way and I found out quickly that people don't help you like you help them! They offer their help but you never get it...Anyway I know if y'all pray for me a really good hard prayer then maybe God will put me where I need to be!! Thank Y'all !! Love and Peace to each and everyone!!