I just turned 58 two weeks ago and it really hit me hard emotionally. My last couple days at work, I started to feel like a nobody but I know that is not true as I am finally starting to realize that as I am starting to draw even closer to the Lord, I have been fortunate to be at a church where they not only teach the word but (A small church with a big heart) being involved with this church, I am really feeling the love like I have never felt anywhere or anyplace in my life as ushering has been so much fun to do. I may have to start looking for a new place to live by summertime and living out here in Southern Orange County, California is quite expensive. That is what is going through my heart right now.