I feel sick, sick in my stomach. Things going on around this world , in my school, in my house.. so many things that get to me. Times come that I keep telling myself that "just keep praying, things will get better." Then I catch myself sleeping without a single prayer. Nights go by wand I look back and it's been weeks that I havent talk to my Father. Yes, I get anxiety! Even though I know my savior. I know His true love, and His mercy. But at the end of the day, lord you are all that I can go to. God, you see my heart and see what I feel. Nobody in this world can understand me, but you! Help me father to keep praying, help me father to not give up. Lord help me pray for my family to not fall apart. God help me with my broken heart. Help me to heal and stand still. Help me to read without my thoughts running around . And father most importantly, help me to love . Help me to love those who make me sick. Help me to love those who hurt me. Help me to love people I daily see, that don't even know me. God with all the anxiety, depression or sickness, I lift your name up. Even when I lack prayer, Lord you hold me.