Good morning to all! My name is Sheila... I have been a member of All
devotion for quite sometime now... About 4 maybe 5 years. The devotionals are usually spot on for me... I feel God speak to me thru them. I am on a journey with God and for some reason I am struggling... Im thinking it's hardships I have to go thru for God to teach me what I need to know and learn. Getting me ready for what's to come... His many blessings. Ive been struggling physically and emotionally and financially. I am just now getting some health issues under control... Blood pressure and a few other things. Ive been fighting that high blood pressure for 3 years now... Heart is good it's just my bp goes high...I am on an SSI disability of 700 a month. My past few years hasn't been that great even though I know Im BLESSED everyday... I worked my whole life and should have received my regular Social Security Disability... I had all my working quarters and everything else but the government found a way not to give it to me. So I have to accept the SSI which is less money and my backpay would have been huge.. I believe that's why I was turned down for my regular disability. I feel I am blessed to get what I get each month because there are people who receive a lot less . I am by myself... Never married or had children.. That was my choice for life. I have a huge family and a big friend circle BUT I hardly ever see anyone... My best friends have gone to Heaven ( hopefully ) and I don't have any BFs anymore. Im not lonely tho..I am a loner and all I really need is God! My wonderful loving nieces and their husbands help me if I ask but they live 1 hour away and have children and busy lives. I have many needed repairs to my home and a good cleaning... I remain positive and faithful and try everyday to do something or fix something everyday... My ailments hinder me and slow me down.. Much less having the money to buy what I need. Everyone says they will help but when it's time to do it... I can't find anyone!! Lol! I guess Im just asking you PRAYER WARRIORS to pray for me... That it won't be long before God acts on my situation... I need financial blessings and physical blessings... Ive been knocked down since the year 2007. I kinda feel beat down. Ive lost my parents and grandparents and lots more loved ones every year since then. The list goes on but I will just say since 2007 my life has really sucked.. I have also received many blessings too but I keep getting knocked back down. I been prayin and prayin and claiming... I know God doesn't want His children struggling ... I think Im hindering myself somehow! Will y'all just pray for me hard for physical and emotional and financial blessings... I need Gods Grace in my life in these areas. Even though my life is very hard right now I know Im still blessed and have God... I have always been good to people and run to them when they need me but no one comes for me... Heck they don't even visit.. I don't care tho... I just need help from God! I know He knows what I need so maybe if y'all pray for me I will have strength to wait on Him to receive the lift up He has for me! Thank God and Thank y'all so much!