I pray to lord to guide me into my next chapter in life, the one that leads to the one I promise I would only love in the world. He's the one I waited for all my life, somewhere and hope god guides me to my soulmate I feel connected too. I never fell in love or explore it with anyone I want one person married until death do us part. Something I seen in life with others, I don't want my mom see me unhappy for rest of my life.