I became friends and then in a relationship with a deacon at the church my brother pastors (32 yrs). In my hardship he helped me such as light bill, gas money etc. I love him sincerely and we were great friends. I been told my brother felt I was using him. This is not true. I'm faithfully loyal. My friend abruptly ended our relationship. He wont speak with me. He has sent me devotion as we do each morning. I miss and love him dearly. Pray that we will heal and bond even stronger in God's will. My heart is broken.