As My son is grows older he's becoming more of a handful. As a single mother I've been struggling. Just lately as he's been sick so extra needy and whiny. It's so hard not be flustered at times I need help to find peace and patience. I know I am forever blessed with the child you have gifted me with please help me manage my moods so I be the best mother I can be I don't baby to think I'm mad at him when I'm mad at myself. I would love a partner but they are so much work and effort for heartbreak. I can't trust another man again. I trust in you though that if the time comes there will be someone there for me the way I need them to be. With that being said I'd like to pray for my son Ezekiels Father lost in his addictions still. I thought I was going to finally do right by you and marry this man but I know that it's just not that easy. I trust whatever path your throwing at me is what I need. And I highly believe all to well that everything happens for a reason. I miss my sister 2 yrs now without her idk who I am anymore. I sure am not what I used to be. I miss my friends and I miss being loved. I would love for a daughter someday and I ask that in your blessings. I ask for strength and patience along the way. Help me become who I want to be. I'd like to pray for my mother and father sister and brother as they struggle with their own health and lifestyle. Strengthen my mother so she can be the amazing grandma she has been and help them get up early and go out more. In this I pray.
Amen