Lord help me be whole in mind body and spirit. Help me be me free from slavery to others perception. Confident. Its like something is missing that feeling that everything is going to be ok, that feeling that I need something or I may miss something is my overall drive force. I want to feel satisfied, ok in the moment. I can't quite put my finger on it or articulate it. Is this anxiety or is it more of a fear or just a state of being thats unsatisfied. I overall know everything's going to be OK. But in each moment something just doesn't feel right. I need something Lord you know what I lack more than I do. I have felt this thing I lack before when I received your holy spirit. Is it serenity? How do I get this back lord. Thanks Father I believe I receive amen