Lord Jesus there is so much I want to pour out to you. First and foremost thank you for waking me up today. Also for the grace and mercy at this present time. Lord Jesus I'm just asking for help from you. I realize that we are living in a crazy moment right now. I realize I'm still not living right. I'm still doing things I know I should not be doing. It feels like I got a little worse over a year ago. Other sins I have is rebelliousness, I cuss, lust problems, I get easily angry, I can be bitter, and it's hard for me to forgive. I have other sin addiction s I need to be free from I'm crying out because I know I need your help. I can't do this alone. I just wish I have more time. There are times that I wish I can change my past. Right now I can say I'm not satisfied with my life right now. Im 30 and I don't think I've changed mentally as if I'm still 15 or something. Well the most important thing is I'm asking for you to forgive me. Please have mercy on my soul. I know its not that important but please put LaShanda back in my life there are just things I have to her. Please make it possible for us to be together?