I'm about to send an important voicemail to a person that I have hurt before. I am afraid that she won't ever come back, that she will leave me and never want to become companions ever again. I know that I was toxic and I know that I can change, I just hope that she still sees the same too. Please give me advice and please pray for me for I am so fearful
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I pray that the Lord touches her, that she is able to forgive. There is nothing too hard for Him.
I pray for you too, that you would surrender to the Lord Jesus completely. That is your first need. Seek His forgiveness first. He is gracious and kind, and when we genuinely repent He remembers our sins no more. There is no greater liberty from fear like that. You need that freedom in Christ first. I pray that you find it. He is not far from you.
Everything else - including this person you are apparently afraid of - will take care of itself.
Lord Jesus, I pray you will have mercy on this person and draw them near to you. Amen.
IF IT IS ON YOUR HEART TO ASK FOR FORGIVE NESS FROM THIS PERSON, IT PROBABLY IS THE HOLY SPIRIT GUIDING YOU. GO WITH IT. GOD IS NEVER WRONG. ASK THE LORD TO CHANGE YOUR TOXIC BEHAVIOR AND STAY STRONG IN THE LORD. GOD WON'T HELP UNLESS YOU GIVE HIM CONTROL. LET GO AND LET GOD. THE HOLY SPIRIT WILL HELP YOU GET THROUGH THIS AND YOU WILL SEE THE CHANGE FROM WITHIN. SATAN WILL HAVE TO RELEASE YOU.