Please pray for me. My life is going into the toilet. I can't turn it around and it looks like it won't ever get better. God never answered any of my prayers before and I'm feeling like He is never on my side. Please pray God saves me I'm not going to make it through this and I feel like He abandoned me long ago because despite how much i pray and read the bible and seek Him, He makes sure I have to bend over backwards to get any speck of mercy He lavishes on everyone else. He doesn't love me. He made me to hurt me. All I did was love Him and all He did was reject me and hurt me and ignore me when I cried out for Him. I feel like He abandoned me. I am heartsick as He's been the exact opposite of how He's described in the bible. I'm dying in this and I've nothing left to give or energy left. I feel life slipping away from me. He threw me away.