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Anonymous
Mar 31, 2021

Prayer Request

I struggle. It hurts to even look at the women at the beach by heart aches with fear and intimidation. I think God gave me word about the type of wife I will have but I have doubts now. It's been a long time. I don't wanna wait. There are a few open doors but I want better, I fear that is my designated woman and I reject her. Thoughts pass through my mind about running away from His will to find her. I get angry at God and idk eve. know what the future holds, I am angry at my self for not realizing my potential and wasting my youth. Four years until I am forty. It literally hurts to think about or go anywhere. Idk how to handle the sadness and fear and loneliness ND the thought that Iay never have someone I truly desire.