You know what, I am just thankful as well. How could I have been so blind before? Now I can see it all even what I don't want to see or didn't want to know. So I have since discovered recently, that looking up from here in life no matter where your life is only takes faith, It can take some people a long long time to find their faith. I was lucky one day and I looked up and I just prayed. I prayed because I was done with life the way it was. The Lord answered my prayers? Why my prayers now? and then the light was revealed it was all so clear, I never truly had faith until now and so I pray for all of our faith's to only get stronger and for our humanity to only become loving, caring and peaceful to one another in our Lord jesus's name I pray for all of us AMEN.