Today I found out that my kidney transplant has worsen so I'm gonna need dialysis next month and my bones are weaken on me I need alots of powerful prayers right now I wanna have alots of strength to I can fight it and beat it I have nomore options I also feel like God is giving me this punishment and never will forgive me 😢😞 and he doesn't love me anymore I am being honest with everyone on here I'm not gonna say I'm ok I'm fine because I know I'm not ok and I'm not fine I'm sad brokenhearted depressed hurt and I don't understand why I have to go through this again 😞😢 but please pray for me thank u all