My life is falling apart again and I don't know what to do..I pray and cry and get angry and pray and be silent but nothing..I know God loves me and is there but sometimes it doesn't feel that way..I have been separated from my husband for almost 2 yearswith no return..we don't talk or speak nor do he see his daughter..I know I caused this but I prayed fr forgiviness but I'm having a hard time forgiving myself for all my past mistakes..I just want to be renewed in Christ and set free from this bondage I'm in..Please pray for me and my family that we can find peace...