LORD....AGAIN I'M HERE....KNOCKING IN YOUR HEART...REALLY I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL I DO...EVERY SECOND, EVERY MINUTE HIS ALWAYS IN MY MIND...I'M STRAIGHT PERSON U KNOW THAT...I DON'T BELIEVE THAT I AM THE ONE CREATED MY LIFE.... U CREATED A HUMAN WITH BRAIN (MIND) HEARTH (BEATING), EYES (SEEING)...NOBODY'S PERFECT, EVEN PRIEST...PASTOR...ETC...U SAID YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE ALL YOUR CHILDREN CRYING, UPSET, SAD...ETC...I DIDN'T FEEL THAT I'M CHILD....BECAUSE LONG TIME IN MY LIFE ONLY THIS MY WISH YOU NEVER NEVER GIVE IT TO ME...SINCE THE FATHER OF MY CHILD RUNNING. FROM THE BEGINNING I'M STARTING TO PRAY AND WISHES AND PLEASE TO U.. LONG TIME IN MY LIFE.. U GAVE ME TOO MUCH TRIALS IN MY LIFE...I TAKE IT ALL. I CARRY ALL.. I PASS IT ALL. BUT THIS ABOUT MY LIFE, (HEART) REALLY U NEVER NEVER GIVE ME A CHANCE..I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS YOUR PLAN TO ME. WHEN? WHAT ELSE? WHEN I FOUND THIS MAN. I GIVE MY HEART AND LOVE TO HIM BECAUSE HIS A NICE GUY..HIS THE ONE OPEN MY HEART AGAIN...I THOUGHT THAT IS FROM YOU, U GIVE MY WISHES..BUT WHY LORD U NEED TO TAKE TO ME AGAIN? VERY HARD REALLY. I'M ALWAYS PRETENDING I'M HAPPY BUT DEEP INSIDE I'M FEEL I'M DEAD..U KNOW MUCH BETTER TAKE ME...I'M VERY MUCH UPSET SORRY IF SAYING LIKE THIS...I WANT TO BROAD OUT MY HIDING FEELINGS TO YOU...WHY THE OTHER PEOPLE.. (LADY) ALREADY MARRIED IN HER COUNTRY HAVE FAMILY .. BUT HERE IN ABROAD THEY MARRIED AGAIN. WHY ME I DON'T HAVE MARRIED...WHY U NOT GIVE ME A CHANCE...I'M NOT FIGHTING YOU LORD OR BLAMING YOU...I BELIEVE YOU...BECAUSE YOU ARE THE MOST POWERFUL IN THE UNIVERSE...I'M ALWAYS PLEASE YOU..TO BRING HIM BACK TO ME TO STAY TOGETHER AND FOREVER TO MAKE OWN FAMILY...I PLEASE YOU TO TOUCH HIM ,TO CHANGE HIS MIND TO BECOME OPEN HIS MIND...ABOUT NOW IN THE NEW GENERATION...I DON'T WANT OTHER MAN.. HIS THE LAST IN MY HEART AND MY LIFE... HIS MY LIFE....IF U WILL TAKE HIM AND HE LOST TO ME FOREVER...MUCH BETTER TAKE ME....NOT LIKE THIS I'M ALWAYS HURTING...I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE LIKE THIS...I DON'T WANT TO COMPARE TO THE OTHER MY LIFE..VERY BIG DIFFERENT...PLEASE LORD GRANT MY WISHES AND PRAYING TO YOU....BRING HIM BACK TO ME...PLEASE LORD TELL HIM THAT I NEED HIM, I WANT HIM IN MY LIFE...LORD U KNOW I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.. I DON'T CARE WHO IS HE. BLACK COLOR, NO MONEY, DIFFERENT RELIGION...I DON'T CARE FOR THIS. ONLY I WANT HIM BACK TO ME....I LOVE HIM SO MUCH MORE THAN MY LIFE...HE DON'T HAVE COPY. HIS THE ONLY ONE....NO OTHER SAME HIM...PLEASE LORD,, PLEASE..I LOVE HIM SO MUCH MORE THAN MY LIFE....PLEASE LORD..PLEASE..BRING HIM BACK TO ME...