TODAY I FEEL VERY SAD NOT REALLY SURE WHY IM LIVING IN THE WRONG LIFE ...I WANT TO BE HAPPY AND IM NOT ... I GET UP GO TO WORK COME HOME CLEAN COOK ECT.... ECT ...THERE IS NO FUN IN MY LIFE ITS THE SAME THING EVERYDAY MY HUSBAND AND I REALLY NEVER TALK ANYMORE I WANT SO BAD TO BE HAPPY I FEEL LIKE A ROBOT....IM GOING TO BE 50 YEARS OLD AND I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO SHOW FOR IT... IM SO TIRED OF LIVING IN THE WRONG LIFE.....I WANT TO BE ME AGAIN NOT SOMEONE I DONT EVEN LIKE ....PLEASE LORD HELP ME THREW THESE FEELINGS .. A MIXED UP AND SAD PERSON...