I have a lot of aggravation and hatred inside. It comes from having to work for everything that I have, while seeing others fall into better situations. I don't see any positive changes in my life, just see the same old doom and gloom. I have prayed for guidance and an equal to be with, but that has not come true. Everything has been failing, and I am losing faith fast. I don't know how to keep going.

i want to pray for the people praying for me, alot has happened, i turned down a job becasue i felt god didn't want me to go there. i have things working in an area that is great for me, i just need to get in.

i am having trouble with the custody battle over my daughter. i am also having trouble with school, i either keep on getting sick or there is finacial reasons, things are horrible.