I don't normally ask for prayers for myself .. I prefer to help others as that seems to be my calling in life but over the last several years I have been through a lot and am now asking for all the prayers I can get. I have longed to have a companion in my life since I lost my husband almost 9 years ago but because of my disability that the surgeon cause that seems to be driving me into a deeper depression more each day I don't get out to meet anyone. I can't even seem to mustar up the strength to go to church or any place nor can I even afford to put money in the plate if I did go to church thanks to the little bit that the government gives to me each month I am just asking for prayers in these categories and whatever else may help. I just want to give up. I am tired of being alone and without financial means to take care of myself properly and wish that I could work but will never be able to. Lord please help me and give me someone to love with all this love that i have locked up inside me. I am so very alone. TIA ..prayers to everyone.

Lord I realize that we have our test and our faults but lately I have been really under alot of everything and doubting myself. I need prayers to help me keep the strength that you have given me and to feel loved again. Thank you.