God, please let me to understand Your plans more... I don't want to lose my faith in You. Every time I face difficult time, I feel so weak. I wish to understand You, I wish to have a faith in You, I wish I can be strong enough to face tough days. I wish I know where to go, what to do. But, I don't know. I think I made terrible decisions in my past, and I can't trust myself anymore. So, please... lead me, guide me. Don't let me walking in a dark. Please, give me strength to carry on... Amen.