I pray for my father. He is in a lot of pain right now, and I want him to get better!

I pray I haven't screwed things up again. I ask forgiveness from others, but in the end they don't return the feeling or I leave feeling worse. I pray for wisdom and love to get through this labyrinth of obstacles.

Lord, I know I am not perfect. I just pray they people won't expect me to be. I pray I can make sense of others when they speak, and for less people to lie. Too many hearts have been broken or bruised by those who lie. I just wish it's stop...or for it to hurt less.

I pray for strength of mind not to break under the pressure of guilt. I cannot be with someone I do not have a connection with. I hope he doesn't say that I do not know what I want and lash angry words at me.