been sick for so long an just lost my baby in nov, an my aunty jan is about to pass away all im asken is for this yr that my stepson gets a chance to make a good long life of hap piness he makes for himself now that hes 18 an almost done with school an goes in the army an it makes him a great human being an keeps him solid an safe, an that my step daughter finds her head an makes it straight back on her shoulders an stops her hate, even know shes a teenager an suffers being a girl at 16 but lies way to much an i pray for my soon to be husband to be happy again an we thank you lord for finding him this job he just started this week an we hope it brings us everything we need to create our new found life together as we get married in oct, we hope to bring a new life together since we just lost one, please watch over our families an friends this yr we know you have to take a few cuz they are needed up there, but ive been thru way to much to often for to long an need a real break, i need real happiness that last an bringen a baby would make so many others happy an change alot of people around for the best i just no it, plz keep me strong an give me that chance to be a mom at 36 for the first time, keep my mom on a good path once we move out an my grandma a few more yrs to enjoy my family as we bring one, plz we just want love an laughs again, its been forever in my world n Jons family too, please watch over all of them I need this for my sanity lord plz hear me, im tired of pain, plz help me now i love lord hear my cries