Diana, not sure when you and your hubby had a date night, but I know you need one. I think it would be good for you and your hubby to restart a routine of dating again. Is there someone you trust who could watch the baby for a couple of hours to enjoy a dinner together? Another thing you need yo do is take time for yourself each week. Your hubby could watch the baby while you take time to pamper yourself it will help him appreciate you and start building a meaningful relationship with his child. I will pray that you find your voice to talk about this.