I have recently been reading a Christian series and in this book the protagonist (Yes, I do learn SOME things) has a very strong faith and a very strong relationship with God. So I spent all Wednesday secretly envying the girl in the book. Finally I asked God for the same type of relationship. That night I went to church with my best friend Mariah Davis and the message was about respecting older women like your mother, older men like your father, etc. But not in the disrespectful way. And IF I did that then I would build a strong relationship with god. Its amazing what small miracles happen. Starting As soon as church ended I have been more respectful to everybody. (Ask my mom) and even though I know there will be a few slip ups I can already feel our relationship (Mine and God's) getting stronger. I ask for yall to pray it continues.

I am going to be a freshman at a high school that i have been looking forward to for two years. I really want to go but there are no houses that we have found that would be in the district of this school. I am looking forward to this not only because my friends are going but because they have the best academic program in the district and i just want ONE year at the least but God isn't showing us a place. I really really want to go. I just dont see any opportunity's opening up for my family. I have faith that God will help me but the more less likely the chances of me going get the more my faith crumbles.