please pray that i should soon join my husband and daughters i should be forgiven i am not able to live like this.please help me lord.

I DID A MISTAKE IN LIFE FOR WHICH I AM REGRETTING AND FEELING BAD.I AM NOW DISIKED BY MY OWN CHILDREN AND KIDS.THEY DONT WANT ME.PLEASE PRAY FOR ME I WANT MY HUSBAND AND CHILDREN BACK.I AM SORRY FOR WHAT I DID