Dear God, I need you now more than ever. In my whole life, I have been addicted to computer games and pornography. I was so addicted to them that it made me become anti social ,easily agitated and short tempered. I rarely got out of the house. But that all changed when Dolphine came into my life. She was always there when i needed someone to talk to. She made me realise that there was a whole new other world apart from my computer, a better one. She made me want to change. She gave me the will to get out of my addiction to computer games and pornography. But now she and I have broken up. Its been a month. I dont even know what I did wrong, I really did many things for her, and asked nothing in return, but then she left me. I dont know what to do now honestly. Ive got no one to talk to. I rarely leave the house. I just really dont know. Sometimes i just feel like taking the short cut down from my place. Because, Im all alone, Ive got nobody. I dont want that anymore. Im tired of my life having to be like that all the time. I still cant let go of her because she really meant so much to me. She was my only friend, my best friend, my girl, the one that made me happy, the one that gave me company. Without her, I just feel so worthless and see like theres no point in living being all alone. But i dont know if saying all this is gonna help, shes probably found someone else already. God I beg you on my knees that you help me Lord. Please God.. I Beg you... Amen
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