My dad is suffering from depression and drug addiction, There was a time he punched me in and kicked me out when I did random jokes inside the house, he thought I really mean such things. He would stare his reddish eyes to me and says "Why are you looking at me like that? Are you good?". He would I always say I am a no-good-girl. He would always acclaim it's none sense when I said something about Jesus Christ and God. I always pray to God to let him see the light I am seeing today.