Hi God.. I feel asking for prayer on the internet but I have been sober for over 10 years from drugs and alcohol. I have always been grateful for my sobriety but lately I have been very much in my disease of Alcoholism.. Thank God I have not picked up a drink or a drug but I have really rested on my morals and getting farther and farther away from the program..I pray for the willingness to to get back into doing my steps and going to meeting, and being of service to others and stop being poor poor me and I want more. I don't want to relapse..please help..God bless