Sometimes when you need prayer the most is when it's really hard to pray for yourself.

I fell in love with someone named Tiffini and she and I are having a baby. The most wonderful news in my life. We were together off and on for almost a year. She's been in abusive relationships where she's been beaten. I'm the first guy to treat her right I guess.

After finding out we are expecting she leaves me. It literally destroys me. I have not been the same guy. I've fell into sin and even loved doing it. I never expected her to leave me with no explanation. It haunts me that we won't be a family together for our kid. So until recently I've been wasting away spiritually.

She's medically having issues with Depression, Lupus, Fibra Mialga, Anxiety, and PTSD. In which if she doesn't take these pills she is not stable. She's pushed me away to where I'm not allowed at appointments or to even see our baby born.

Some say it's hormones and the pills. Please pray for us. I'm scared for my kid. I never wanted this for us.

Thank you for all your prayers