I think my depression is worsening. I've no interest in church anymore. I rarely want to leave the house, even when I feel like it. I have Arnold Chiari Malformation. It's a tonsilliar growth on the cerebellum and causes head pain. I don't know if it's causing my change in feelings or not. My son has a tumor in his brain and it's wrapped itself around an artery. Surgery would give him less than 50% chance of survival. My daughter, Kathy, and her family are blessings. Her daughter is a sports star and 2 of 3 kids are honor roll students. The third has a learning deficiency. He is a blessing in his own way. I so wish to see them. Most important, I'm 61. I had a calling to Africa as a child. Now, I've met a minister, Kiyemba, who needs help with his mission. My heart is so strong to go there...to Uganda. Everything worldly is against it. Please, pray I can go. K believes I would be healed there too!