God tells us to be anxious for nothing. Carry all our burdens and concerns and you will have peace. When things are confusing, step back and take a deep breath. Remember, God is not a God of confusion. Pray and go to His word.. Psalms, proverbs ...hold to His promises, He has a purpose for your life. Sometimes we have (I have) gone ahead of God, believe me sometimes we are to be still and know that God is at work on our behalf. God is not going to let us miss His blessings, but we do need to keep our eyes on Him, reading His Word. Praying for you as your sister in Christ.