Hi, I'm Armie. I'm 26 years old. Life for me is not so good though I already finished school. I only have a sister. I could say that were of a Average kind of Family. My parents were in there late 40's. And we' re living with my grandparents ever since I was born. When my sister was born, I was given by my mom to my grandmother and my grandmother was the one raising me ever since even though where at the same roof. So I was more of a conservative and a well behave women. I am not beautiful, physically but I do have a beautiful values and morals. But that is not the problem. When I was little I have experience rejections and comparisons with my cousins and other kids. And I kept on experiencing that since high school, so I just ignore them but deep inside me I was badly hurt. When I reached college I strive to be a good student and a good daughter to my parents, and I even learn how to sacrifice my happiness. I haven't experienced having a boyfriend, going out with friends and have fun. I totally forget about my self. I set goals and priorities but I did not do it for my self but for my family and the people around me and that someday they could be proud of me despite of my flaws and ugliness. I made it and I was able to succeed and even pass the license exam, I thought that I already gained their hearts and they were proud of me and they will stop comparing me to others but I was wrong. Now, I'm having a hard time looking for a stable job but its hard for me since my profession isn't that demand here in our country, but I still didn't give up, but them, I always see the frustrations in their faces. I am not that numb and passive not to understand their gestures. The frustrations of my grandparents face is giving me a million stab in my heart, as well as my parents. They always compare me to other people and I always hear them saying that "wow, your daughter or granddaughter was great...etc.." One's in my life I never heard them praising me and that they were so proud of me being their daughter/ granddaughter. Please pray for me because now I was totally lost, I felt that I was neglected by God. I always pray to HIM but still He didn't answer me. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel pressured and hopeless... Please..Please..