Those who are involved in Boston explosion...
Please be with those who are in pain at this time...

I feel stressed out with everything... especially school... I feel like I cannot cope with anything at the moment... I think I have depression... some people said so to me as well... someone said I need counsellor... but I don't want one for I have greatest counsellor of all, God, but I just feel like he's not there... :(

I'd like to thank God for all the happiness he gave me :)

I want to know, God, whether I made a right decision or not. Also, I want to know why I have to go through all this. I'm really depressed, as you know. I thought it was your plan. I thought it's meant to happen. But why am I suffering so much? Please, I'm trying not to cry, but it's extremely difficult. Please, help me...

I'd like that thank God for giving me an opportunity to help this person out, whom I've never met before. I'd like to thank Him for guiding me to say wise words when he was talking to me.

God, as you know, I am really confused. Everything seems like a test for me.
I want an answer, a definate answer to all my questions. Please, God, answer to my prayers...

I'm so sad... sad... I try not to cry anymore...
I just want some happiness... don't I deserve happiness like anyone else do?

I hate myself, I hate this world.
I feel like no one would even care if I disappeared.
I seems no one understands me at the moment...
God, I just need a little help from you...
You know the reasons why I hate myself and why I hate this world... please help me to stop hating myself and this world...
I wish I could love myself and this world you have created...
But right now, this seems impossible...

I'm going through a lot at the moment...
I don't want to be selfish to ask for help all the time...
But I really do need help...

I really like this person... and he likes me as well.
We live in a different country, but we always send emails to each other... but sometimes, I find it very difficult to keep faith and keep it going... because we're far away from each other... so even if I really wanted to, I cannot see him...
I just want to ask God whether he's the right person for me, and whether it is his plan for me to be with him.