I'm miserable. I lost the person that I love the most and I know it's love because after two years of being put such through stress and let-down I still feel the same. I was afraid I wouden't get to see her anymore so we started arguring and it went really far. Very bad things were said and I wanted to die. she got scared of me and everything just turned to shit. I just wanted us to have fun and be happy together. she was leading me on, gave me hope and the worst is she told me she cared about me. If she does really care about me, where is she? why did she walk out of my life like that? you can't say that and then do that. I told her how miserable I was, she doesn't care. I told her how much she means to me, she doesn't care. why can't i move on? i don't wanna move on. I just want her with me. They say time heals all wounds but I've been thinking about this everyday constantly for months without any sign of fading. this will hant me for the rest of my life. What should I do or think? Please Pray for me. I would deeply appreciate it and thank you so so much to whoever took the time to read this. I've been filling this void with mortal sin but I need to with God.