My daughter and I have always had a strained relationship.....when she was 17 we had to ask her to leave home......now she is 33 and had a son 18months.....he has never stayed at our home but stays with other grandparents.....I have been hurt, jealous, envious and when I do see him it is because she needs help in watching him during the week. Sometimes I feel used.....I hate feeling this way and Satan has a blast in my mind.....like I was a bad mother, he won't be close to you etc........I hear other mother's speak of their relationships with their daughters and it is something I have always wanted. I don't like this feeling because I don't want to feel this way but sometimes it is sooooo very hard. I need your prayers!