The only thing I can be certain of when I look back on so many struggles was that he was in every hard situation pulling me through and at some point showing me that he was there. When your fighting it is hard to see him, but imagine just how scary it would be without him. I've watch men and women climb their way out of addiction, women survive ordeals that some would have never gotten over and I've watched mothers place their kids in the ground. Jesus is there to get us through them. Sometimes it is as simple as a kiss from heaven. That is what I call it and I get them all the time. One of my best friends lost her daughter last year at the age of 27 to an overdose, and somehow a red rose bloomed in the snow right next to her window this winter. (Kiss from Heaven) Find peace and hold onto that peace, he is in it and you can get through whatever is pulling you down. This is the first time I've commented on this site, but for some reason I feel like I should do it. May God be with you and may you know he is stronger than whatever your facing. Peace my friend!!!!!