I have a dual-diagnosis of addiction and bipolar disorder. God willing, I will be celebrating four years clean and sober next Saturday night. Another unexpected benefit of practicing a Twelve-Step program and being drug and alcohol-free has been the remission of my bipolar disorder. I have not taken any medication for this condition for 1 1/2 years except for an anti-depressant which I started on five months ago. I am afraid my bipolar disorder is presenting symptoms once again and while I have always known this could happen, I am scared to death. I have so much to lose today (as I did 14 years ago when diagnosed). Please pray that I have the strength to endure...Thank you.