Dear God,
Please give me the courage and strength to continue to face all this craziness happening in my life as usual I have no understanding of what is happening or why but learning from my past experiences I know to be patient and wait and your purpose for me going through all this will be revealed its hard to stay positive with so many negative things happening around me and its getting harder and harder to wake up every day and look for the positive things been keeping a gratitude list to make sure I remind myself daily of all the gifts and blessing you have already given me and to remember to remain open and available to do the next indicated right thing and stay in your will and keep my will on the back burner- I am getting exhausted and I am having a hard time trying to stay positive through all the events of negativity I have been challenged with the past couple years I hope the cross roads and purpose comes sooner rather then later. I pray for the strength to stay positive and available and be there for others and to remember not to forget about taking care of my own well being because I am worthless to you, my family, my friends and the people I am going to come across throughout my journey here praying for that strength I need to not give up and just give up and let that mental over load and pity pot get full of the why ME's!! Even though I have no understanding of why things are happening like this in my life I know that you have a purpose for it all and I am going to grow and become even a better- wife, mother and friend through all these obstacles and long endless road all roads are man made and have a point where they end or you fall into the ocean so staying on the right road and remembering to drive and let you be the passenger giving me proper directions to my destination and purpose for all this change.
I appreciate all of you praying for me and my family to make it through all these difficult times we are facing I know 1st hand of how much the power of prayer works- so selfishly I am praying for myself which I have been told I am not suppose to do I am suppose to pray for others but my prayers for all the others in my life right now can only be possible with me being in the right frame of mind and ready to help. love, share and care!! So for today I pray for myself to have the direction and strength to follow your will and give me strength to tackle anything life has thrown at me lately and what is also getting ready to be thrown at me. Hope God blesses each and everyone of you and gives you the strength and courage you all need to become the best person you can be!! Have a wonderful day-night-morning-week-month-year!! Thank you all once again whenever 2 or more of us our gathered in his name mountains get moved obstacles become challenges that give us the ability to grow and give us the strength we all need to be the best that we can be- so thank you God for today and thank you for allowing me to reach out and for the people that always include myself and my family in their prayers I am very blessed and have a lot more then a lot of others and I never want to forget that part I just need a little more help to continue to dig in and find the strength I need to continue through out the days to come. Thank you all once again- In God's name I pray for myself- my family- my friends-the people I will cross paths with- the people I have crossed paths with- and anyone else who needs prayers and has not found their way to you yet. God bless you all and may happy smiles fill your everyday with sunshine and love!!