I am going through a break up with a guy who cheated on me and treated me bad for 4 yrs. I became addicted to him and very co-dependant. God Does not want me with this guy I totally know this... But I'm hurting so bad and need to heal emotionally and fall out of love with him.Me thinking of this man and missing him hurts so bad that I cannot even get out of bed some days. I cannot be the mom I need to be for my kids. I am being blessed with an unbelievable job opportunity and I know it is because Ive obeyed God and walked away from the toxic relationship even though I am hurting and missing him so much. Please pray for me to get over the pain of this guy as well as for God to continue blessing me with this job happening for me.